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1) I'd say Pokemon when I was very young, but I had no idea what anime was back then. I also watched a few episodes of Sailor Moon and Cardcaptor Sakura at like 5am when I couldn't sleep.

2) According my myanimelist my favourite anime is Another although I can't remember much of it. I suppose I could also count Higurashi no Naku Koro ni which again I don't remember much of but I do remember how much I loved it, considering it was one of the first things I watched once I really knew what anime was. 

3) Yami Bakura. I love Bakura. Bakura is my favourite anything ever. Ugh.

4) Fuuka Yamagish from the (not yet released) Persona 3 Movie (and game but that's not an anime LOOPHOLE). I love Fuuka because I don't know why one day I decided to love Fuuka and now I do.

5) Kiss x Sis. If you've seen it you'll know why.

6) PERSONA 3 MOVIE.

7) Akihiko Sanada because I just can't with him he's such a fucking dork but I love him so much and it makes me feel sad when Shinji dies but also when Minako dies in the female path and he just doesn't understand girls and HE LOVED THE SCARF I GAVE HIM and ugh.

8) I liked Nakamura and Kusaga's relationship in Aku  no Hana. They weren't really a couple but I'm pretty sure she wanted his d.

9) THIS IS THE PART WHERE I TALK ABOUT YUBEL... and also remember Bakura, Marik, Adachi, Junko Enoshima and THE VILLAINS ARE ALWAYS THE BEST CHARACTERS.

10) I'm not sure what a fighter anime is? I like the Street Fighter movies??? 

11) I do not enjoy mech animes.

12)  When Nakukami leaves at the end of Persona 4 The Animation. It's kinda happy that his friends are all there to say goodbye but I'm pretty sure he'd rather be staying with them. Plus, he's leaving behind Nanako who will miss her Big Bro. The whole thing is kinda ruined by Yukiko offering a him a bed at her inn when he comes back to visit even though he has a room at Dojima's house. 

13) The first character to come to mind was Tsukimi from Kuragahime, and it fits a little bit. I am princess jellyfish.

14) Probably Higurashi no Naku Koro ni and Kai.

15) Koromaru from Persona 3 because he is all cute and fluffy but also pretty good at doing persona things.

16) Aku no Hana wins this any day okay it's fucking REALISTIC ANIME and it looks so good even though you have to get used to it.

17) Let's go with Kanji Tatsumi on this one heheheheehehe.

18) Maybe Aika from Persona 4 The Animation just because she pops up out of nowhere with chinese food and I would like someone to do that for me.

19) The scene at the end of Death Note where Light realises he's lost and starts freaking out.

20) There's this one girl in Kuragahime that pissed me off so bad but I cannot remember her name... I GOOGLED IT SHE'S CALLED MAYAYA THERE WE GO. HER.

21) Joey Wheeler. Nyeh.

22) My favourite weapon is the Death Note because it's not really a weapon but it's also probably one of the most powerful weapons ever and Light did very well to go so long without anyone finding him out well done you genius god of a new world potato chip eater, you.

23) CANNON SPIKE... I'm sure she did it in one of the movies.

24) I don't often get shocked because I have a bad habit of seeing spoilers. I probably would have been shocked by the end of Danganronpa if it hadn't been for that one guy in the comments of EPISODE ONE TELLING EVERYONE THE ENDING.

25) I was probably most upset by Matt and Mello's death's from Death Note because I fucking loved those two even though Matt was in like one episode and thirteen or so manga panels.

26) Nana and Lucy's fight in the cemetary from Elfen Lied was pretty good.

27) THAT TIME WHEN KANJI PUNCHED HIS FUCKEN SHADOW IN THE FACE

28) "Check his pulse, Yugi!"

29) Pokemon.

30) I'm kinda glad when an anime ends because it means I can start a new one.

venusaur, primeape, starmie, rapidash, pidgeot, marowak

omegle adventures.

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i think fandoms are stupid. if you don't know what a fandom is (and i have no idea how you've managed to avoid people mentioning them) it's what groups of fans call themselves now. like a kingdom, i guess, but with bossy, annoying fans telling other fans what to do and how to act. well, that's a lot of what i've seen, anyway.
i used to consider myself a member of a few fandoms, (horrible histories, my chemical romance, the killers) before i realised how stupid the whole thing is.
often i see people complaning how there's 'too much drama' in the fandom. well, no one is asking you to be a member of this fandom. leave. or just ignore the people causing the 'drama'.
i also see people saying "i've been moving away from the _____ fandom recently" but it's like, who gives a fuck? oh no, you're not talking to the annoying assholes that think they're in charge of people who like a specific thing. this is so awful.

...i think i just hate people.

I've made loads of actual posts recently and now I have no idea what to write about...

i made a thing.

facebook.

Dear Facebook,
I specifically told you that I do not wish to have your stupid timeline. If I wanted a Timeline I'd draw one or flipping google one. Give me my old profile back or I'm deleting my account and going back to BEBO!!
Thanks for nothing
Annoyed and frankly pissed off
*poster's name*

this was a post that just came up on my facebook newsfeed and, to be honest, really annoyed me. firstly, the girl who posted it is an idiot and i do not like her at all. i'm just too lazy to delete her. secondly, she 'specifically told' facebook she didn't want the timeline. how did you do that, then? post another angry status? i'm sure the facebook people spend a lot of time on your profile and checking what you want them to do. "give me my old profile back or i'm deleting my account and going back to BEBO" what a fucking terrifying threat. i'm sure they are so frightened of you leaving for BEBO that they will do whatever you want them to do. finally, "thanks for nothing" ...nothing? facebook is a free service online. no one is forcing you to use it, so go through with your threat and fuck off back to bebo if the timeline is that awful. i honestly don't see why people have such a problem with it, i mean, it looks nicer, everything is tidier. facebook updated. it's what things do, they change. get used to it or fuck off, really. 

fans.

what makes a fan?
a fan of a band: you like the band's music.
a fan of a television show: you like the television show and probably the people in it.
a fan of anything: you like that thing. simple as.
so why do people think there is such a thing as a 'fake fan'?
it really bothers me and i don't understand why people seem to believe that you need to know every tiny detail about something before you are allowed to call yourself a fan. just because you know the exact time, date and location that a certain celebrity was born doesn't mean that you are more of a fan than anyone else who likes that person. i don't understand why people feel the need to prove themselves in 'fandoms' (a word which is really starting to bother me) by saying "oh i was here first, obviously i am a better fan you're not even a real fan go away lol". why can't people just be glad that there are other people that enjoy the thing that they do and become friends?

i hate people.

"I would die if in the future kids would be analysing 50 Shades Of Grey for GCSE"

yes, because an erotic novel based on twilight is a perfect thing for 15/16 year olds to analyse at school. i can totally see that happening. -.-'

good charlotte

good charlotte

Drec ec y bucd.

Rammu! Yvdan dra mycd muhk, punehk bucd E druikrd E't tu cusadrehk y ped tevvynahd. Drec bucd ec fneddah lusbmaydmo eh Al Bhed. Ev oui lyh nayt ed, oui yna bnaddo luum.
Ajahdiymmo, E fyhd du pa ypma du fneda eh Al Bhed fedruid muugehk yd y dypma du damm sa frelr maddan eh Al Bhed ec frelr maddan eh English.

Hello blog.

I just finished watching Jon Richardson A Little Bit OCD (which you can watch too by clicking that nice link there!) and it had left my brain a little messy.

I had two reasons for watching it:

1) I like Jon Richardson. He is funny.

2) Sometimes I wonder if I might have OCD because of some of the things that I do.

A while ago I was thinking about some of my weird things that I do/feel and it got me thinking about the possibility that I have OCD. I know it's wrong to self diagnose these things, and the fact that I sort of did may have made the whole thing worse, but y'know, it happened. I took a few online tests and, if I remember rightly, pretty much all of them said that it would be worth checking out. I'm too scared to, so I won't.

Most people think of OCD as constant hand washing or straightening things and having everything perfect, but I'm not like that at all.

I do wash my hands a lot, which I think I get from my dad because he does too. I've also started carrying wet wipes around with me everywhere just in case. It's never gone further than that, though. I don't obsessively use sanitiser or anything, and I don't obsessively clean anything else, just my hands if they feel yucky. As for straightening things and having everything perfect, I'm not like that at all. Anyone who has been in my room knows what a complete mess it is, so there's nothing particularly OCD-ish there.

There was one section in Jon's documentary which made me think more than any other. It was when he was talking to someone about how the people with this feel if they don't do the things that they do. For example, when I go to bed I have to check the plug sockets in my room four times and then slide my fingers across them to make completely sure that they are off other wise I can't sleep because I think that they are still on or I've left something plugged in and that something bad will happen and I will die. Sometimes I forget to do this until I am in bed and then have to get up and do it then go back to bed. This seems to only happen when I am alone, though. If I have a friend staying over then I can just go to bed without checking them.

I also have to check Merlin's hutch four times and the lock at the top once before I go to bed otherwise I think that I've left it open (even though I check when I feed him that it is shut and I know that it is shut) and that he will get out and run away and die or something awful. At the same time, before I go to bed, I have to check that the dog has a bowl of water otherwise she will dehydrate and die while I'm asleep even though I know that she can survive a few hours without.

When I go out I have to check my straighteners are unplugged even though I remember unplugging them and then when I lock the front door I have to check the handle five times to make sure it's locked. I also have to check all the other switches in the house to make sure they're off, even the ones I haven't had one. That definitely comes from my dad, though.

I have to carry a bag of tablets, 'girl things', deodorant and a lip balm wherever I go. I also have to have a bottle of water with me at all times because if I don't I might choke on something and die. Like, even if I'm going to Tesco or a restaurant where they sell drinks I still have to take my own in case they won't help me.

The checking things hasn't been this bad forever, it was more feeling ill when I was younger, which actually made a mess of my life a bit. From year six onwards I had a lot of trouble with feeling ill. I always used to feel ill in the morning before school. Mum took me to the doctors millions of times but they never found anything wrong because there was nothing wrong with me, my brain was just using this as a way to stop me going to school. School like wasn't even bad back then, I mean, people occasionally made comments about my size but my friends who were nice outweighed the people who weren't.

So, because of feeling ill I became afraid to leave the house. I was terrified of getting ill and not being able to get back home, because home is safe. This probably explains why my grades dropped a lot. From me being afraid when I felt ill, I started to become afraid of other people who said they felt ill in case they made me ill and then I would get ill and not be able to get home where it is safe. So then I started being really protective of that water bottle that I carry around everywhere. There is literally one person that can ask for some of my drink and for me to give them some without thinking because his tongue has been in my mouth I feel more comfortable around him than anyone else, which is weird considering I haven't known him that long.

I think that paragraph went a little off topic...

Back to the point: I'm not as bad with the 'feeling ill' thing as I used to be. The slightest stomach ache would leave me afraid to leave my room and constantly disappointing my friends when I was supposed to be meeting them or not making it to school when I really needed to be there. Now I'm beginning to understand that I am not really ill when I think I am because it feels different to actual illness. Well, I've always known that it feels different, but I was too afraid to just get on with life.

I'm not really sure what this blog post was meant to achieve. I guess nothing, but it was quite nice to write. It's probably very likely that I don't have OCD at all and I'm just a bloody weirdo. I can't help these things. It's just the way that I am. I didn't even mention how I can't see red and green together unless it's Christmas...

idk complaining

i think that a few people (or maybe just one person in particular) that i follow on twitter just says things for attention. i feel mean for thinking that sometimes because she's lovely whenever i talk to her but... sigh.
things she says always seems come straight after someone else mentions something similar, it's like "hey, you can't have the attention! i want it!" which is kinda rude. i mean, i like attention, but i have better ways of getting it.

we are obviously the best people.

"And we all just runaway
I knew it when I met you
I'm not gonna let you run away
I knew it when I held you, I wasn't letting go~"

Lists

i made an anime list and a manga list so that i can try and keep up with what i'm doing with manga and anime, even though it probably won't work. i really do want to watch more anime (i'm not all that bothered about manga because i suck at reading, but i do want to read the yu-gi-oh ones) so maybe with this list i can actually get around to doing it. i mean, i watch a lot of anime but it's /always/ yu-gi-oh and usually yu-gi-oh that i've already seen.

EVERYONE IS MAKING BLOG POSTS AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY.

a while ago a saw someone say that "when the world ends you'll be begging me for sex" were really good, deep lyrics. they were being totally honest too. i think that they are broken.

sometimes i find things in my laptop and i'm not entirely sure why i have them. this was one of them until i realised that this is a fabulous picture and i never want to delete it ever.