i don't know. a first post.

i've realised that i really do not take my education seriously anymore. while everyone i follow on twitter is worrying about gcses and a-levels i am worrying about whether i will pass my duel exam on a video game. honestly, i care more about that than i do my a-levels. i blame the school i go to. i don't think anyone at ely college actually cares about what goes on. i don't have a teacher most days and when i do i usually stay home.
i suppose i'm just bored of learning. i have been for a while. well, not really bored of learning but bored with learning what my school is teaching. i want to know about history. i want to know about ancients and knights and monarchs. my school doesn't offer any of this. i also want to learn japanese. my school only does french german or spanish. i suppose it's partly my fault for going to such a terrible school, but if i'd gone anywhere else i'd never have made it. the schools in cambridge would require me to take the train everyday. i'm far too lazy for that. ely is the only one within walking distance of my house and that is exactly why i chose it. i'm glad that i'm leaving soon, even if i do leave with hardly any results.